dear whoever it may concern

So maybe i’m drunk

ok maybe i’m trashed

but i’m an emotional wreck right now :]

I need a sign baby, please stop playing this game with me. I’m done, so done right now. Everything hurts so bad, and I’m not sure if its wortth it anymore. I know there are people who would take such better care of me but I just can’t find the heart to leave you. Maybe i’m afraid, afraid that you’re the best that i’d ever find, but you just take me for granted and i know that this would just boost your pride. why am i calling you tonight? Because somehow i find that i need you , need you here with me. I can’t explain itwell, i just know it hurts me, it kills me inside. what am i hurting over? I don’t evvne know. i’m so afraid of you these days, i don’t know what to expect from you and i’m afraid, i’m so afraid. i’m afraid of losing you, and most of all i’m afraid of change. I’m sorry, i’m afraid you’re cheating on me right now with all those girls i know you. i know how you get when you’re mad at me. facebooking your exgirlfriend, knowing it would hurt me, sayiung those things. you just want ot cause me the most pain that is possible. i’m hurt. its ture, so your plan worked out. i’m confused. i’m hurt. i’m in physical and emotional pain. but i don’t know what to do.