February 2012
1 post
don’t need a boyfriend
November 2011
1 post
can’t wait to leave dc. can’t wait to get out of here. I regret going to gwu, what a waste of money. I regret meeting gwu people. I regret wasting my SAT score. I regret choosing to go to GMU to stay in the area. I should have just went to the ny schools I got accepted into. What was I thinking? What on earth is worth it to stay here?!
August 2011
2 posts
fucking undependable. thats what it is. can’t depend for anything. only causes trouble. for what benefit? no benefit. time to stop wasting time on things or people that don’t matter.
days like these remind me that growing older is a bitter experience. Only now can I appreciate the freedoms and the opportunities I had when I was younger. Back then, it seems like there were so many open doors. Every day I get older these doors are closing in terms of relationships, learning opportunities, and most importantly, in terms of my career. When you’re younger, you...
June 2011
1 post
trying desperately to close one chapter of life in order to open up a new one. Why is there a slight delay on the pain
May 2011
7 posts
Life is a crazy up and down kind of sexy creature, and that’s the only good way I know how to describe it.
Letter to You.
Well, I’m sitting on a train going back to dc and I really have to just express - that now I think I’m beginning to hate you. You. have a hero complex. you. would like to believe that you’re innocent, that you’re a victim in these circumstances. But honestly? Everything that has happened to you, is your own god damn fault. You’d like to blame...
Reading people’s tumblrs makes me feel like a stalker O_O. Its interesting the way people cope with things or express their emotions. Some of them express them well, write well. >< I wish I could write well. Some people express themselves in very public ways. I think tumblr is a very exhibitionist medium for expressing yourself, however. I’ve always thought that diaries are...
Drunk and annoying.
anxiety attack. Or something. I think I literally hate myself. These periods of self loathing are getting more and more frequent. Or maybe there’s just more to loath recently. I don’t understand why I’m such a fuck up. I ruin everything around me with me. or I taint everything I touch. I’m just a fuck up. I’m a fuck up. I’m a fuck up. And everything is...
My life is so fucking unfair. Everything about it is one huge mistake. I used to laugh and call it a “tragic comedy.” Maybe the more life goes on, the more bitter I get. Everything was a mistake from day 1. Why couldn’t that woman just get an abortion? I blame you for everything that has happened to me. Everything I ever wanted you took away from me, and it probably...
I don’t love you anymore.
September 2009
1 post
Dear mom, Hi, its me Alex. I hope you’re having fun up in heaven. I hope you made it there okay and didn’t miss your ride up like I always do. I’ve been thinking a lot about you and its driving me crazy. You don’t know how much I miss you and how much everyone’s hurting right now. The pain is pretty much unimaginable, but I guess God has a plan for all of...
July 2009
9 posts
February 2009
1 post
so take your little. Not like I care. Ok so I care a lot. I know i should care, but why does it burn me so when i see ‘hey biggie” or how you call each other at like 2 in the morning, when you should be sleeping next to me? Or the fact that you knew i hated the idea, the very thought of it. Last time you remember what happend? You remember right? And you can’t look past...
January 2009
15 posts
dear whoever it may concern
So maybe i’m drunk
ok maybe i’m trashed
but i’m an emotional wreck right now :]
I need a sign baby, please stop playing this game with me. I’m done, so done right now. Everything hurts so bad, and I’m not sure if its wortth it anymore. I know there are people who would take such better care of me but I just can’t find the heart...
Louis Vuitton Sprouse Collection - January 2009
Tiffany's
Tiffany’s Via Tiffanys.com
Vivienne Westwood
Vivienne Westwood via http://www.viviennewestwoodonline.co.uk/
“I just found out my boss wants to change the name of our company to SnazzPizzazz...”
– #236 ● 5 days, 21 hours ago by S1zzlelean ● 5 comments ● Work ● I agree, your life is f***ed (312) ● You deserve it! (34) ● (1)
“I came home from the bar last night to see my best friend having sex with my...”
– #598 ● 4 days, 11 hours ago by George25 ● 7 comments ● Sex ● I agree, your life is f***ed (379) ● You deserve it! (26) ● (2)
Jeffrey Campbell Lattice Heel via urbanoutfitters.com
Good enough to eat
Sweet & Co , Via YesStyle.com
